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crying for help

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Wut You Dont Know WIll Kill MeThe secrets I'm keeping  locked up inside  are eating away  at my being  
This is not who I'm meant to be  
But sorrow is calling  it will not relent  Hope is falling  this is how I cope  Coping is mauling  my humanity  I tell you lies  to keep you away  I live another's life  to keep you at bay  But you're the only one  who can save me  What I keep from you  will be my undoing  What I hide  will consume me  But I'm addicted  to this strife  I ache for the pain  I treasure the secrets  I feed the lie  Yet more and Wut You Dont Know WIll Kill Me
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How I Hate ConsistencyBleeding consistency  so sick of this endless spiral  Can I ever break out of this cell  this cell that has held me  Addiction gripping  only tighter as time passes  loosen its hold on me  Every time I think I've won  the enemy comes out laughing  I am weary of this fight  a constant battle within myself  fighting for my peace of mind  I bare the scars of these years  years of strife  Bleeding out  Losing dignity  Left weak  So alone  Lord be my hope  break these bonds  don't let me fall again  to the arms of my temptress How I Hate Consistency
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ForgivenSweet Father, I come to you  cast out and scorn for the name I've made myself  the label my past has brought me  I am a sinner  unworthy of even a glimse of you  I have lied  I have cheated  I have stolen  I have given myself to my desires  I have given myself away  But Lord I come to you  for one look  one word  one touch  Your silent acceptance leads me to weep  I weep at my unworthiness  I weep at Your love  I weep at my shame  I weep on Your feet  Although everyone else despises my very presence  looking at me as if I am sin  and no lo Forgiven
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UnworthyThere is a girl who stands before me  tears in her eyes begging to fall  she wears no clothing  she is ashamed  but to broken to try to cover her flaws   
her arms wont move  the tears wont budge  but every deep breath she takes is begging  pleading to God to turn back time   
The thought of every scar and every line crossed  ties knots in her stomach  her heart aches for a second chance  to live a different life  a better life   
i hate this girl  what has she done?!  how could she even think the name of my father?!  nothing can change her &nb Unworthy
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It's been awhile....

Wed Jul 29, 2009, 5:01 PM
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..uploading a bunch of stuff from the past few months. enjoy. :)

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i like pie...i'm a quarter Czechoslovakian...if you must lable me i'd be Christian Goth. i am an emotional poet, conceptual photographer and overall a grim minded person. i love my friends, and i love my family more. i live for the simple moments and die in the extravagant ones (too many colours!). If you want to know me better oh well! [jk jk..message me!]

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~KiminoLOVECHARM Sep 21, 2009, 9:26:37 AM
I didn't know that you had an account on DA! lol

I also didn't knwo your last name was spelled the way it is. :/ I guess that's what get for being a church friend and not a pen pal.
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~trepas Sep 7, 2009, 10:12:36 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: on [link] :aww:

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*motionlessSndtrk Sep 3, 2009, 7:32:09 PM
thank you dearly for the fave :hug:

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[...a secret was concealed.]
it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands!
it s t r e t c h e d for centuries to a diary entry's end;
where i wrote:

you make me happy when skies are grey.
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~0Tear0 Sep 4, 2009, 10:50:22 AM
np :)

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Will somebody please come and rescue me from this destitute place
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~S-Dee Apr 18, 2009, 7:21:28 AM
Hayy, thanks for the fave, :D much appreciated :D :D :D

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Im a nerd :)
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~0Tear0 Apr 18, 2009, 1:41:13 PM
np :)

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Will somebody please come and rescue me from this destitute place
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~steeerne Apr 16, 2009, 8:59:48 AM
thank you ♥

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"Well, now that we have seen each other," said the Unicorn, "if you'll believe in me, I'll believe in you. Is that a bargain?"
"Yes, if you like," said Alice.
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~TABBED Mar 25, 2009, 12:37:19 AM
hey! cheers on the fav! i like your gallery your pretty :)_

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Woman man or modern monkey just another happy junkie
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*motionlessSndtrk Mar 20, 2009, 4:08:34 PM
thank you dearly for the watch and faves :hug:

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[...a secret was concealed.]
it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands!
it s t r e t c h e d for centuries to a diary entry's end;
where i wrote:

you make me happy when skies are grey.
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~0Tear0 Mar 20, 2009, 4:15:19 PM
np :)

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Will somebody please come and rescue me from this destitute place
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